So what now,
So if I give myself a responsibility, I can't properly pick on the best potential. I currently have.
So there it's decided, I'll pause and not give myself a child responsibility or marriage, I'll pick that after few months though.
and I need to face my current problem now. my immediate problems
I'm brainstorming in my mind right now.
Immediate problems:
- And My "intense fear" if there's a meeting in a few hours.
- My Intense resistance to "Do the work in the working hour"
- My Super unmotivated to go outside, solid hard resistance to do something like, Jog outside.
- My brainless/unmotivated/effortless documentation or sharing my thoughts to workmate or document at report.
- my uncontrolled anger or irritation towards others.
- If I feel fine, I feel satisfied and go procrastinate more.
Can be later:
- my immediate problem are my continuous source of learning about being more articulate.
GONNA write this in my notion/todo list