Can't open this to them, for they might have this as a less of a problem.
making it harder for me. making me feeling more alone.
I have to put on constant effort, on fighting this constant problem.
Can't find permanent solution since the permanent solutions seems too boring or too scary, there's plenty of solution i tried doing or haven't tried.
Have a focus room, no distractions.
Or work in a office.
Or work in coffee shop.
Thats it for now. Gotta work.